this is what i'd really like to say ...
nothing work cant hide ,, nothing a pain killer can't numb .. nothing a new shoe can't fix!! nothing a pink drink can't erase .. well only momentarily!!!.. nothing a painful meaningful melody cant portray
nothing a poetic verse cant paint...
nothing foundation can't cover up with its concealer
not "im fine" we all know that's a lie!
so i sit here knowing that im weak .. weak towards this mans presence .. his words , his touch .. even his neglect .. i sit here and take all the bullshit excuses ...
i wont lie and say i don know why .. i know why because im too busy tryna please sum1 .. tryna please this man .. tryna please ma please-full heart .. yet the only pleasing im doing is breaks of its pain veins , now we have have both established that im a hazard to myself ..
so what we gon do??!! .....
you cant protect me , from me .. see i see with ma very own two that i chuz to blind fold .. yet see right the through the fabricated so called "love" he created tailored to perfection to trigger in ma weakness to him .. to size to swallow his brutality.. he really couldn't care less about ma emotions .. hell i don think he thinks i have any .. he sees a trophy in me .. someone to parade .. and introduce like he really "loves" her .... i know you know he doesn't and he knows it too ...
so why do i still stay?? why the hell im i still here ?? ...
truth being... im just like the next statue woman who cant be moved!
glued to abuse!!
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